Allow me to explain

So, yesterdays post. Heavy right. First I would like to clarify that I love my father and he is a great man. I was feeling awful about myself because I snapped on Hunter when he was acting up. He was being a complete a-hole but I should not have yelled like I did at my little two year old. I ran back down stairs shaking to go outside and have a smoke (something I very rarely do). I couldn't even smoke it because I just started bawling, it hit we that I just acted like a monster to my child. It's hard as parent to realize you owe your child an apology. I did though. He was just tired and not feeling well and I overreacted. It happens to the best of us I guess.